Okay, so of course whilst in the midst of these various interactions with these people and having labeled them to be the worst things said to me post tragedy, I now can share with you what the three major points I’ve come to learn from those experiences, though there were many.
Is that true?/school associate:
People can be used to pull you back into the pit if you allow it. Now, I realize that sometimes God tries to grab our attention in various ways but there are other times where its the enemy using our situation to pull us deeper in the misery enough not to see God. Separating us from The Most High is his #1 reason for anything he does. Being able to decipher God’s call to us and the enemy’s plot against us, that key, that oh so important key, is something we can only master or get better at enough to live in peace, through His Word.
Question to reader
Was my school mate being used to snap me out of my delusions, even for a brief moment, and perhaps turning to God in my broken state or was the enemy playing on my emotions, exposing me to people who once knew me before my life was shattered?
Not Nice/mom’s acquaintance:
My worth IS NOT based on what others (any man, woman, not even myself) perceive me to be or what they say I am! I AM WHO GOD SAYS I AM! I am not not nice! Shoot, I am more than just nice 😉
Challenge to reader
Message me with your favorite scripture about you from God. Write or print it out and place it somewhere you’ll always come across it. The reminder of who we really and truly are is such a game changer in life. If you don’t have a favorite scripture, there’s no better time than the present 🙂
One so-called friend/a so-called friend:
There’s a simple lesson here but one that I tend to struggle with still, but that’s okay. I am a working progress and He’s not done with me yet. Amen to that. With this situation I learned and am still learning not to rely on others for what God is so capable of dishing out for me. It can be anyone, a friend, a husband, a wife, your child, my mother, and it doesn’t have to be a person. It can be a job, money etc. God wants and craves for us to rely on Him for all our needs and wants. For me that whole “in my life for a season” thing is a hard pill to swallow. I think because my nature is so awkward on the inside I tend to cling (not being clingy but just really holding on) to people I have in my life, good for me or not, because possibly exposing that awkwardness to new people is a dreadfully scary thing. But shoot, Jesus loves this dork so, so be it! It may hurt when people leave or are shoved out of your life for one reason or the next, but as long as you have breath you have the opportunity to have the best relationship with Him, who is so true and so loyal and oh so faithful. He is The Bomb Dot Com ya. Trust.
Question to reader
What’s one thing you tend to cling onto for whatever reason in place of The True Provider? (Keep in mind clinging to hurt and painful emotions count)